I missed those days…

No worries,

No restrictions…

Restrictions are what I set on my Lines the dos and donts

Because I have someone I loved intially

I judge from whats morally right to do and whats not…

But since then

I StoPped!

Cos someone crossed the line and betrayed my love

O well.

Nothing much I can do as well…

Words are nothing.

I believe what I see and what you do.

These arent visual,

They are real.

Guys love to cheat dont they?

And I SWEAR

I will never like someone like that!

He once told me…

He liked this girl,

and this girl is someone who had tried to spoil someone elses family by seducing the husband..

How low can that be?

What a fucking bitch she is! 

And yet, he likes her even when she was with that family guy.

What a  joke.

I should have seen it clearly by then.

But…

Stupid as I was,

Blinded by love (or rather stupidity)

I am stupid ok.

And so..

Life resumes as per normal.

Time waits for no one.

And I am  turning 19 soon!

*high*

I want to enjoy life more!

Play play play!

Party x  3 !!

Chug more drinks,

Get drunk and waste my life!

Life’s great!

Holidays got kind of boring i guess

Which is why i am resuming to blog on this dead blog

HAHA

O man

I am jus sourcing fo more income!

Money makes the world goes round eh?

O well..

Thats not all the case i guess

Hope yoyo gives her present soon wo~

So sad can,

Hope to help her,

but theres nth much i can do i guess

I  jus realise something

Somethings will always be there

While some doesnt.

Time is precious<3

O man

I am awakened.

Sheesh

Work at suntec was fun =)

With my dearest darlings!

Mummu mummy mummy mummy

Mom mom mom

To dear tiang!

HAHA

Out of the sudden

She had so many kids  (amazingly 2!)

Unbelievable

While

wE r the kids afterall

HAHA

Tts lame can

And it got her pissed off

Life’s tiring

I wana sleep and never wake up =(

So many troubles..

 So little time we have in life..

Sa is going back to her hometown

MIRI

HAha..

ENjoy and remember to get my white musk wo!!

HAHAhaha

<33

Bon voyage my dearie~

Somethings doesnt have to be said i guess

Rain rain go away~

Hope to see the sun again..

my dear troubled place.

xoxo

Dearest E

If I had know earlier

I wouldnt had went there at all..

Fancy waking up early in the morning..

So tired

Yet had to..

Brush my teeth?

Clean up?

Prepare?

Whats this man..

Its a  ruin.

I quitted today!

This week will be my last week

Cos Daniel begging me

So what if the pay is high?

I learnt it..

What matters the most will still be,

Am I happy with the job?

The environment?

The people?

Rather,

I would prefer a place thats happy and stressfree..!

Filled with laughter even better!

(:

SOmehow,

Jun Xiang is  such a person…

Stand there block the booth

Keep talking nonstop with the gf

Where got ppl bring gf to work one?

THis isnt the first time

And it got me so pissed off

Cos

I have to share the commission with him

And why is it that i am working so hard to  sell?

While he gets half of the money and talk non stop

Not even bothering to offer his help at all..

Hope he get bang down by car can.

Such an ass..

Serve him right man!

He even corrected me the way I am selling?

When my sales and knowledge is better and more accurate than him?

And shops request for me more than him?

He is so stupid can..

The things he said..

The stuff he told the customer,

Shows that he has  LOW IQ can!

Hes that retarded!

Pea-Brained ITE grad.

* I am not discriminating against  ITE*

But what  he said..

* solution mix with sea water will have bacteria*

WTH.

Where got people bring contact lens solution inside sea water??

He is that STUPID la.

Brainless shit.

.

Know what?

There are two things that are infinite on earth..

One of which is that..

HUMAN STUPIDITY  is  infinite!

Thats right.

One example would be him.

Dumb as a woodblock.

Curse him to be stuck as a lowly paid worker forever!

YESSS!!

WAHA!!

I dun care

I  dun give a  damn.

I live life the way I want

Whats best..

No one can STOP me!

LOLs

   You led me on…

   You had me going..

   But now you hurted me… 

Xoxo

LOVES^ E

OF a grand total of 2 request,

I shall update now!

Seriously,

I am pretty worn out from working

O well,

Tml is my work day again

Work + Studies

Hope i can juggle well now

Hope so**

Was working at DownTown East ytd

Guess what

I happened to bumped into Mr.Jansen

Our rwPs Tcher la

And

He and his muscles got commented by my colleague

HAHA

Cos

He looks 30 la

When the fact is that

HE is 40+ can

And ya

He told me he came here just to get  KIMCHI

at the foodcourt

He said,

“I just cant resist the kimchi here, its so niceee”

I  was  like

WA?

How come i never heard of it??

Yoghurt at E hub was nice man

You’ve gota try it!

It  like more milky than the usual type we have

Slightly sweeter

But it jus goes well tgt

Perfect!

=)

I gotta have a  free  cup!

The optom was  nice

She treated me!

HAha

Thanks

O man

I got go study my mice now

Left so little time now!

PS: I  cant wait for my studs to arrive!

Gorgeous can!

WAHA

Xoxo

E.

SUmmer was  still asking me..

Can pay by CPF or not?

LOLs

But..

I doubt so..

U know,

It not a sg thing…

Its..

Orlando Florida!

I have to go there havoc can

Yes

Gained mummy’s consent

The main objective for now

Is to..

Pass the interview!!

Cant wait la

Sheesh…

Go the international college there..

It hot okay!

And ya..

Sad &

Sian!

My belly stud

The top ball gone

And

I didnt even feel anything la!

My poor swarovski!!!

T_T

Its my fav jonquil crystal!!!!!

*which many of you said tt it doesnt suit my skin colour*

O well…..

Working 3 days this week!

Yay!

tt means

I can have more cash

tt means

I can save more

For my intern!

Rock e world

And so happy

Daniel is allowing me to have the privilege

To choose my work schedule first

That means

I will be able to work more days

Which means

I will be able to spend more at u.s

HAHA

yay~ <3

Tml is my  FMAH retest..

Tgt with my calendar & astronomy quiz!

Gosh

*moody + sulking*

   O well…

   Guess theres lesser things  to tok abt now..

   I am still wondering..

xoxo.

<3 E

Chio can

The building looks so victorian!

*Rosette*

Haha

But

today isnt a field trip

Its

Practical

We get to serve customers

Do settings

Captain+ Bartenders+ Waitresses+ Runner

I pity yolanda

She had to run so much la!

And wash the mock & cock’s glass!

Martinis and Ball glass!

=( darling yol yol is going back today..

To malaysia!

will be back tml eh?

*i hope*

God bless u girl =)

Back to our practical…

We didnt make any major mistake

Nor screw it up that badly

I almost burst out luffing

When JD

Carried the Martini glasses

He was trembling like hell k

And practically crawling to the table?

Approx. 10mins??? *or 15?*

During debrief

Ronald even said that he looked

AS IF A CAR  IS COMING TO CRASH INTO HIM

That  was how bad it was

Isnt it ironic

Such a big guy

Shaking with a tray

And

He was advancing towards the table at the speed of a snail

LOLs

And his guest was kinda upset for the delay

i guess

Doesnt matter

I carried it fine!

YAY*

Finally win in something

HAAHHA

Well, i guess experience do help

Summer and I had worked before

In both Banquet & Restaurant ba

Haha

Argh,

Was damn busy

Sewing those papers onto that huge butterfly

Summer’s one was damn nua

It couldnt stand proper

I  had to redo it

:/

All of us actually skipped our lunch

And some even had to skip breakfast

*me*

Haha

Morning was a rush for me

I am always half awake only

Had to chiong go grab roses

Thus,

FOrgotten all about my breakfast

=((

Ytd was the same

But meals skipped is diff..

Breakfast and Dinner

I guess i have jus shortened my life

Gastric pain always returning

Makes me feel like vomitting so much

ARGH

dam

And my family has cancerssss

so sad..

O well

I shall enjoy life while i can

*together with my unhealthy life*

LOLs

Anyways,

Holiday is coming

I shall

play play play

Nonstop

YAy

And work more!

Cos

Money is never enuff i guess

Work + play + work + play

This shall be my holiday resolution! 

Yay

xoxo

E lurves E

Finally

The long awaited thursday is here

Presentations are finally all over!

*High*

LOLs

But still have B.Law and Ihro to go!

Sad

Horrible oso!

I think i will fall asleep!

So tired

Eyebags expanding

Dark circles growing…

ArghH

What to do.

Holidays coming

I shall pray hard

HAHA

Getting late le..

My brain does not function much at night

Shall blog more tml!

LOL

xoxo

EEEEEEE

Was the last duty..

Too bad, cant upload the pics as its illegal to do so!

So sad!

Had a nice and scrumptious meal @ swensens

Was bloated to the max.

O well

Going fat and broke.

Damn..

After the meal,

Chloe presented us with gifts

So cute!

Little things that counts

<3

Thanks darling chloe!!

Then she had wanted to treat us the meal

And that includes a big Swensens ice cream cake at the end

But..

All of us felt kind of bad

The bill went up to $200 plus..

Gosh

Was pretty shocked

We ate quite alot!

HAHA

Well,

We have decided to pay her

As shes so nice

Wonder what happened to Caslin

*absent mysteriously*

Is it still over that incident?

That u r no longer coming for duty?

Gathering?

So sad..

One family member MIA.

O well..

We practically went mad over there..

Basically taking pic everywhere..

LOLS

even the orchid garden!

Gorgeous can

<3 it!

But.

BuT

Really cant upload!!

Will get sued man.

*Happened before*

HAhas

Kinda late already

Worn out after my prep for tom’s

TBR

BORING.

ARGH..

WHat to do …

Nth thats withing my control..

><

Life seems to be crashing down at times

Sux

But

I shall SURVIVE

cos,

SO much things i wana do

So little time!

    The little tingle of gentleness…

    That lingers on…

    That i first felt..

    When we got to know each other.

Xoxo.

E. <3 u.

As usual

My eyeballs are getting redder n redder

Drier as the day goes by

I have decided

If I am to go to Disney

I shall wear red specs

One that I had spotted at Tampines Optical

Its chio can

I want it quite badly

*Ponders over it*

Wonder whether is it still there

HAha

But

Will always have new designs la

lolS

Today went bugis with Louisa

To find a pair of black heels

For her bar tending

@ Rosette

So cool

Me + Tiang = Waitress

Yoyo = Runner

Veron = Captain

Jolene + Louisa = Bartenders

I went my house nearby

To purchase a sample hair net

For the grp to see

I preferred the ones with designs

And not jus one ball of net

LOL

I think it looks somehow very weird!

You know

Dangling there half way

Bu san Bu si

HAHAHA

O well,

We still havent decide on our attire yet

Kinda  worried

But

We will do jus fine as usual

Isnt it

Presentation was pretty smooth today for RWPS

Short and Sweet

Hop Mr Jansen mark us well

LOL

and yea

Thats abt it

Just hope that..

Everything will go as planned

Smooth sailing journey eh?

   I kinda miss ya yea?

   I  am still trying hard to forget.

   Still wonder how to go about it..

   We will see as time goes by

   What should i do?

   Serious,

   I have no idea..

   Just plain confusion about my feelings..

   I guess..

Xoxo

E hugs U.

O man

I  cant wait for the holis to come

JUs a few more dayssss

Then here comes study week!

Better than nth

Lols

I shall enjoy

And play to the max

+ study!

Cos

I really want to go

Work @ Disney!!!

Damn

I have to!

Together with my lovely tiang!

and her

tons of FLINgs over there

HAHA

Well..

Thats what we always joke about.

LOLs

But serious

I dont desire to go Finland that much.

O well,

perhaps can try if no choice.

Hahaha

I will and I SHALL

Shop till i drop at U.S

Such a hot place

With hot people

We shall tag with the hot nightlife there

And the best is that

we get to school at the uni there!

COOL la

HAHA

cant wait…

XD

Got my black pumps today..

So comfy i hope

I shall wear it tomorrow!

Season it before the actual day of practical

@ Rosette

I have no idea

To be excited

or

To be Scared… o well

We will see

Till then…

     I have given some thought abt it..

     I know it wouldnt last..

     I know it very well..

     Well…

     Perhaps i shld just give up.

     I know i will be sad thou.

     But I know I control my feelings…

     I hope…

xoxo

Lovely w,

 E.